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23:39 Sep 29 2010
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YAY! My profile is done!!! yay yay yayaya
And I only have a few grey hairs. O.o
19:26 Sep 26 2010
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I've started working on my profile again.
I've managed to get most of the graphics done for the description part. And I've got the 'guts' mostly all worked out. I just really have to put it together now and work on a few things with the over all layout.
Holy hell I forgot how time consuming it is to make everything.
01:47 Sep 23 2010
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Don't be nice to me just because you feel sorry for me or things are rough for me at the moment. I don't like that. It has a fake-ness about it. Don't think that you can just fall back in and start acting nice and all is forgotten. That is not that way I work.
I am not holding a grudge. I let my grudges die a long time ago. I will, however, not forget the uncalled for things dealt my way.
I feel that you are toxic. I see that you are toxic. I do not need it. I am trying to get to a place of peace within myself. Maybe find a moment of clarity in this chaotic mess I have received. I will not allow it to be hindered by false illusions of niceties.
Don't be nice to me just because I am unwell or struggling. I am a fighter. I am a survivor. What I need is sincerity not false faced poppycock.
18:18 Sep 17 2010
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Okay now since I've been home and got some sleep I can tell some stories about my fun time in the hospital.
I went in around 10:30 PM Saturday night. They gave me a CT scan and then admitted me into the ICU early, early Sunday morning. That's when the fun started.
They had to start me on Heparin to thin my blood. They also had to put me on cipro because during the time I'm clottin' it up my bladder decides to be a bitch an get funky. They can't mix those two in a single I.V so they have to put two in. So the girl comes to put my second I.V. in. She thinks she can pinch off the end of the I.V. cath and stop the bleeding. HAH! No. It was like a horror movie. Before she could get the plug in the end, there was blood all over the place. It was on the pillow on the bed, on the floor. I was DYING laughing. She started laughing and said " I need a towel".. I said," Erm.. no.. you need a mop." She laughed harder and made the joke about blood letting gone wrong. I was dying. She said I've never had anyone laugh when something like that happens. I said well Not everyone is as deranged as me. So she mopped up and went on her way.
A day later my dad and his woman came up to see me. I have this weird thing where I really don't like people to visit me when I am in the hospital. Not only do I look and feel like hell, I also feel stanky and gross from those funky sheets and people jackin' around with my heat. Anyways... I get this nurse that was a pain in my ass. I was all about ready to set it off. My dad knew it. He was like oh god she's gunna kill her.
I'm like " She don't know me.. i'll set it off up in here. Come in acting like it's her god damn birthday. She better think twice"
Thank god it was at night and I fell into my drug induced sleep so I didn't stab her. But in the morning I get this adorable scottish CNA and the nurse. We're in there talkin' and I tell them about the earlier nurse. I said.. lemme tell you.. she was a soul sucker. I slept with one eye open because she was gunna eat my soul while I slept. Told them to keep her off of the maternity floor because she's gunna eat some babies.
So every time they came in they told me they've kept an eye out for the soul sucker baby eater. hehe
And then later that evening the nurse comes in just dying laughing.. she said.. I have to tell you this because you are going to die. So she tells me there is a lil old lady a few rooms down. They were trying to get her on the bed pan and she had to pull down her underpants.. And the old lady said really loudly.. why you wanna take off my underpants.. you wanna look at my pussy?
I DIED. The nurse couldn't breathe. I said when I grow up.. I wanna be just like her. Then I guess later her grandson came up with some friends and she started taking her clothes off.. And one of the guys burly friends face turned bright red and he didn't know what to do. hahahahahahah
My room became like the party central room of ICU. It was fun. I swear I am the only person who can get admitted to the hospital and come out with some great stories.
My life is so, so strange.
19:03 Sep 16 2010
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Well, it seems I didn't have a panic attack as I thought I did. I actually had a blood clot in my lung and one in my leg. I went into E.R. Saturday night and they admitted me. So I had a loverly hospital stay vacation. :|
Just got out a bit ago.
Blargh. I cannot wait to sleep in my own bed.
21:03 Sep 05 2010
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I had a panic attack yesterday. I've never had one before. Holy JEEBUS they are scary as all get out.
Then it doesn't help I worked myself up in the night thinkin' I was going to keel over.
Ugh. Just. Ugh.
19:12 Sep 02 2010
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After starting to work on my new layout..
I really, REALLY question my sanity.
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RedQueen
00:27 Sep 30 2010
FABULOUS job, sugar- well worth the wait.
MooniePie
00:29 Sep 30 2010
YAY! Did it make you tinkle in fear?! I know it did! hehe
atyourwindow
13:26 Sep 30 2010
looks ok, wanna redo mine?
ThePinja
20:47 Sep 30 2010
It looks wonderful. Hmm gotta get rid of those grey hairs lol.